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Village of Onimura, February 28, 2004, 2:00 AM (Feb. 27, 5:00 PM, GMT
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Northern
Pavilion
The corridor
was so dark that Camus could hardly see where he was walking. He wedged
the long sword in his belt, and kept in his right hand the short one.
Following the cold surface of the wall with his left hand, he was walking
with the fear of running up against something and falling. And especially,
he was terrified by the idea of being attacked by one of the monsters.
He suddenly made out
a sliding door in front of him; a pale bluish light was diffused from the
paper panes.
Camus hesitated a moment: should he come back, or keep going? He thought
again to the attackers he had pushed back a few minutes earlier and
shivered with fear. He didn’t want to cross their way a second time. It
was better to advance.
He pushed the
sliding door, and felt a cold air beating his face.
He froze, surprised to see himself back to the
streets of his village,
in front of the house of
his father...
‘My God!
This woman and this child… Standing
in front of the porch, of
this door that doesn’t want to open!’
thought Camus, while
his heart started to beat strongly enough to break his chest.
The woman was
freezing in her poor black coat. Her long chestnut hairs were beating in
the wind. She held the hand of a little boy, quite as
frozen
as his mother.
“Let
us come in, for god sake! I must speak to him!”
shouted the young woman
against the door.
This one opened on a
servant with a condescending face.
“Please
go away... Lord and Lady
de Grandfort have no
intention
to receive you!”
“But,
he’s his son!” insisted
the young woman, showing the little boy on her side,
“Tell Philippe that his
son is outside, waiting in the snow!”
“Go
away!”
The door slammed
shut in front of the young woman, while the little boy started to cry.
The landscape seemed
to vanish around Camus, as if it was taken into a twister. He carried his
hands to his head, and closed the eyes as if he was trying to drive out
this vision, but the tears of the child made him reopen the eyes.
The young
woman was now lying on the snow. Her face had turned to blue by cold and
death. Her son was knelt beside her, in tears, and was shaking
her body
with all his remaining strength.
“Mom!
Mom! Please awake!”
He didn’t seem to
understand that she wouldn’t awake any more.
Camus walked
to the child, but this one didn’t pay attention to him. Or couldn’t see
him, maybe. But Camus, was looking with intensity the face of the little
on, his body too thin for his age, due to the deprivations, his
disheveled
hair, and his miserable
coat.
It was himself, when
he was a child, who was crying in front of him.
Camus suddenly
wanted to take “him” in his arms, and to run, far, very far away. To
escape the future he already knew,
so
disastrous, and marked by
despair.
‘The
past cannot be changed... The past should not be changed...’
The words of his dreaded Master rose from the depth of his memory.
“The
past cannot be changed... The past should not be changed...”
repeated Camus.
He deferred
his attention on the face of the woman. A beautiful face that he knew so
well: the
face of his beloved mother.
A shade profiled
along the wall, not far away from the body. The child turned around,
almost frightened by the presence he had felt so close to him. Camus kept
looking at him, and didn’t turn around. He knew already who was coming on
this direction. Aganon, the Silver Saint of Unicorn. It was him who had
found Camus and brought him to the Sanctuary, and to his uncommon and
terrible destinity.
‘ The past cannot
be changed... The past must not be changed...’
The scene had
changed in a new eddy of snow. Camus found himself in the garden of the
Lord de
Grandfort’s castle. He didn’t have any difficulty to recognize it,
as he had already come
there.
He heard
voices from the entrance of the
garden, and
hid behind the cold trunk of a tree.
He slipped an eye out of
his hiding-place, preparing himself to be the spectator of a scene he had
been the actor. Because there was no doubt: it was him, at the age of 18,
who was walking in the garden, in company of the
Lady de
Grandfort. Him,
wearing a black coat, his long blue hair floating in the wind,
offering his arm to the
Lady.
Him, preparing to
kill her...
The end of the
story, Camus knew it
already. He had lived it,
or no, rather played it, before seeing it again and again in his worst
nightmares. However his eyes couldn’t slip away from this scene.
The couple
stopped close to the tree. The young Camus pushed back his long hairs,
which were obstructing his face, whereas the Countess passed a tender hand
on his face. The young man took her on his arms and without asking her
permission, kissed passionately her lips, then slipped his hands along her
back, holding
her more firmly.
The kiss
seemed to last an eternity.
But when it stopped, the
face of the beautiful Countess was blue and cold. Her eyes had remained
largely
open with
fear. Without any emotion traversing his face, Camus loosened his
pressure, and let the cold body fell at his feet.
“No!”
howled Camus, hiding his eyes in his hands, like
if he wanted to escape from this vision.
This memory, this horrible memory that had haunted him during the last
months of his life, had come back.
“You
killed her! You killed her just to take your revenge on me, did you? Look
at me, and answer me... Anton de Grandfort!”
Camus raised
the head, surprised by this voice and the name he had been called. His
real
name. The name he had repeated in his head an incredible amount of time,
without never actually hearing it. And especially from his father,
Philippe de Grandfort, who was now standing in front of him, exactly
looking like
he was when Camus had seen him
that evening.
“Then,
my son, are you proud of your revenge! It was not enough for you to take
the love of my wife, you had also to take her life… But why? Why do you
hate me so much?”
questionned the Lord of Grandfort.
Camus felt
fury going up on
his throat.
“Yes!
I took the person that you were cherishing the best in this world… To make
you pay for letting my mother die! For forgetting me, your son! So that
finally you understand what it is to be alone in this world!”
“Anton,
I didn’t know that you had come, your mother and you, to ask for refuge
this evening. It’s my parents who gave the order to let you out…”
mumbled Philippe.
“Lies!”
Camus howled, in tears.
“No,
they told me
the following day. I sent people
to bring you back, you and your mother. And they found her body, under a
porch, but you, you had disappeared... After, I made research; I hired
detectives, to find you, during years and years... but in vain. Until you
return, that evening... Until...”
The voice of
the Lord choked with
emotion. The father and
the son were almost breathless, both in prey with sobs and contradictory
feelings.
“Come
in my arms, my son!”
begged the Lord, opening
his arms.
Camus
hesitated. He had so often dreamed of this moment, without ever believing
that it could become reality. He was to walk in the direction of De
Grandfort, when a hand grasped his shoulder and
hold
him back.
“No,
don’t go there, it’s only an illusion!”
Camus turned around
and saw Gabriel, who had just taken shape in front of him.
“It's
just an
illusion created by one of the demons that haunt this residence. You have
to go away from here, quickly!”
“But
my father!?...”
protested Camus.
He looked on
the direction of Philippe
de Grandfort, but this one had disappeared,
as well as the background
of the castle, replaced by the darkness of a tatami room. Camus turned the
head in any direction, completely at lost with what had just happened. Was
he becoming insane?
“Take
your swords, and leave. Go up on the roof. Find your companions there!”
ordered Gabriel, whose face was as calm as in his first appearance.
“What?”
“Go
up on the roof. 1t’s the only way to escape!”
“But
it’s impossible! What are you doing here! You’re dead!”
Gabriel smiled.
“Yes,
but from now on, I am you, and you, you
are me !”
Western
Pavilion
Shura opened the
sliding door, and moved back of surprise in front of the scene that was
taking place in front of him. A fire was crackling in the enormous chimney
of an upper middle-class living room. The atmosphere could have been
pleasant and cosy. But the scene taking place there was alarming.
A terrible
anguish clasped Shura, as if somebody had tied invisible fingers around
his neck and was strangling him slowly:
he was back to that
evening... The evening when his family had disappeared...
This evening when his whole life had
turned to a terrible way...
His father
was holding
his mother
by the hair.
“Witch,
don’t let me catch you adoring Satan one more time!”
he howled.
“I
do not adore Satan... You're
sick! Let me go!”
groaned the poor woman. She had had caught the wrist of her husband and
was trying to release her hairs from the painful pressure. She slipped a
look to her 5-year-old son, Shura, who was
crying,
frightened by what was happening in front of him.
“Try
to pretend that’s not a fetish!”
thundered the father, holding up a kind of doll made of paper and fabric.
“It's
a good luck-charm!”
justified the woman, tears coming up to her eyes.
She received a
new slap as a first answer to her explanation.
“Are
you making fun of me? A good-luck charm! With needles set on it? Witch!”
he howled again.
A second slap
made redden the cheeks already soiled by the tears.
Close to her, Shura cried twice as much.
His father turned
his face towards him.
“Shura,
look at her… Look at what happens when somebody deviates from the right
way! It's
an absolute necessity to keep your faith in our Lord! Abnegation to
God,
all in your life must be abnegation towards the Lord, in order not to fall
into the traps of
demons!”
The eyes of
his father shone so much
of conviction that the
little boy stopped instantaneously crying, impressed by these words, which
he couldn't really
understand.
The attention
of his father came back to his wife, who he obliged to rise by drawing on
her hairs.
“Stand
up! And come back to your room!”
The pain on
her head becoming unbearable, the woman tried to push her husband back, so
that he stops his torture. But he was too
strong for her, and didn’t
move. Furious, he slapped her and pushed her back violently. The young
woman felt behind, and her head ran up against the corner of the marble
chimney.
Her husband froze,
frightened as he realized what he had just done. A pool of blood widened
slowly on the left side of the head of his wife, whose eyes were still
open. He knelt beside her, cherishing the brown hairs.
“Alexandra,
you should never have drawn aside you from the right way...”
he murmured, at the edge of the madness.
“Mom!”
young Shura exclaimed, running close to his mother.
His father threw him
a strange glance, while at the same time he caught a log in the chimney.
“Go
away Shura! Run away from here
while you have time! Your father must stay here, to finish what he has
begun!”
he murmured.
“But,
dad!”
insisted the kid.
“Go
away ! Shura!”
he howled.
Shura took to
his heels, and ran in the corridor, then in the garden. Arrived at the
gate, he heard his father howling:
“And never
forget, Shura! You must always serve God, or you’ll end just like your
mother! You must be the most faithful servant of the Gods!”
When Shura dared to
turn around, he was in the street, and the house of his parents was on
fire.
Shura carried his
hands in front of his eyes, as if he wanted to protect his face from the
incandescence of the flames, which was turning the beautiful residence in
ashes.
He felt the
tears rolling on his fingers, then on his cheeks and his
lips. A soft breeze cherished his
skin and
pushed him to open again the eyes. He found himself in front of the trees
of a forest, in the Spanish Pyrenees. The forest where he had taken refuge
during one year, actually. During this period, he had almost never come
back to the village, and survived by his own: fishing fish in the river,
gathering wild bays... Two
times only he had ventured downtown, and had had been driven out by the
villagers, frightened by his pitiful and dirty aspect. He had been called
"demon", of "kid of the devil",
surnames that
had despaired this child, who always remembered the words of his father.
One day, a man
had come
in the cave where Shura was living: the Capricorn Saint, his future
Master. He had quickly put under control the kid, violent and wild. Then
he had talked about the Goddess Athena, and the Sanctuary... Listening to
him, the boy had sworn to himself that he would become the best servant of
this Goddess.
The scene of this
meeting faded progressively and Shura found himself again in the living
room of the house of his parents. A peaceful fire was still burning in the
chimney. And his father was still knelt near the body of his wife, an
incandescent log in the hand. He approached it to the body, and set fire
to the blue dress of his wife. Flames licked the dress, then the hairs and
white skin of the young woman.
“Father,
stop, please!” begged
Shura.
“Tell
me, Shura... You had always known it, hadn’t
you...? That your mother was a witch... That she was inhabited by the
demon... And that you,
you also were...”
laughed his father. He remained without moving, his glance set on the
macabre scene, which he
was putting
in scene.
“Father,
stop, please!” cried
Shura, carrying the hand to his ears, to prevent the voice of his father
from reaching him. But the words still reached him, hurting, deprived of
love and of reason.
“Yes
Shura, you have always known that you were inhabited by the demon... It is
for that that you put yourself at the service of Athena... That you became
his trusty servant...! To escape from the influence of the demon!”
“No!”
“But
now, you are afraid, you can’t make it anymore... The balance that you had
established by becoming the servant of Athena is broken... You are afraid
to be taken by this demon, which formerly inhabited your mother...”
“No!”
shouted Shura, shaking the head.
His father took a
step towards him, reaching out his hand.
“Join
me, my son... I am the
only one who can help you rebuilding
this balance that had been
broken... I will prevent
this demon from taking possession of you!”
Shura moved
back, feeling his reason was weakening.
He felt a hand
setting on his shoulder, reassuring. He heard a familiar voice whispering
to him:
“It
is only an illusion, Shura!”
Shura turned around
with surprise.
“Armando!
That’s impossible!”
“Look
at him, Shura…”
Under the eyes of
Shura, the vision of his father surrounded by the flames grew blurred,
then disappeared as by magic.
“Shura,
you must escape from this house... It is under the influence of demons of
the night and of the
nightmares... They feed
from your desires, your fears, your memories...
”
Shura turned
around again and faced the strangest vision than
he had ever seen;
his double, the man of whose body he was living in. Armando.
“What
tells me that you are not a new illusion of these demons!”
answered Shura, suddenly a bit wary.
“Because
we are only one from now on...
”
Southern Pavilion
Angelo was
running in the corridors, almost breathless. It's
only when he was sure he
had lost his attackers
that he slowed down, anf finally stopped. He leaned on a wooden pillar,
forming an angle in the corridor.
He was exhausted, and had to admit, slightly frightened.
“You’re
loosing your self-control, Angelo...Calm down...”
he told himself.
He closed the eyes,
and tried to breathe more quietly.
“I
am almost entering in meditation, now, like this old
thing of
Shaka! What a pity!” he
murmured ironicaly.
“Maria,
throw me the ball again!”
shouted a child’s voice.
Angelo started and
turned around. He found himself in front of a white wall and the wooden
door of an old building, entrance of a dark corridor.
“...
Leading to a small court, paved with irregular stones, where we used to
play, Maria, Anna, Fabiolo and me... My god, we are back in Palermo!”
whispered Angelo.
His throat
tightened, while his heart, beating too wildly, was almost hurting. He
walked in the corridor, and felt a little freshness in the shade of these
dirty and dark walls. Then again, the pricking sun struck his
amber
skin. A sun of July: torrid and relentless.
Angelo quivered:
could it be that it had returned to that day?
In the court, young
Angelo was begging his elder sister, Maria, to send him the “ball”. The so
called thing was an amalgam of rags and plastics that their father had
made so that they can play soccer. An horror to which Angelo held more
than everything else, and tried to monopolize the most. The only problem
was that his brothers and sisters wanted to do as much. Frequently, soccer
games ended in fierce fights among the four children, and the present of
the father had brought more dispute than amusement.
That day,
Angelo gained the upper
end: he struck his little
brother Fabiolo in the head, then scratched Anna, before plating on the
ground his elder sister, Maria, who held the trophy. He bit her wrist, to
make her drop the ball. Maria howled
with pain, alerting their
mother.
She caught Angelo by
the collar of his T-shirt, and took it inside the family apartment, which
was at the ground floor.
“Madre-mia...
Why did we call this kid Angelo? He’s a demon, not an angel!”
grumbled the mother.
She pushed the
kid inside, who had clung the casing of the door, well aware of the
punishment that his mother
was going to inflict to
him:
“Now,
go and stand in the corner!”
ordered his mother, pointing at the dirty place, wedged between the bed of
his two daughters and the wash-hand basin.
“But,
mom!”
begged the child. He raised his eyes towards his mother. Two small blue
fountains were ready to overflow.
“Yes,
now I remember why we called you Angelo...”
sighed his mother, suddenly
tenderized.
The little angel
smiled, sure of his victory.
“Go
to the corner, or you’ll get a smack too!”
shouted the mother.
Frightened by the
idea to undergo the supreme and ashamed punishment, Angelo ran to the
corner, bursting in tears and heart-rending sobs. He waited until his
mother left the place and slipped below the bed of his sisters.
She would enrage
when she saw that, he knew it perfectly. But more than anything else, he
hated to stand at the corner.
Angelo looked
at the scene, a smile on the lips, and tears in the eyes. Then his glance
turned to the courtyard,
toward his mother, then his brothers and sisters. Toward their terrible
destiny.
His family met
this destiny a few minutes after the father had come back home. He had
brought back with him a big envelope, filled with notes. He was
standing
on the steps, showing the reward of a
mysterious job to his wife, who was too surprised to see that her little
angel had escaped from the corner, and had felt asleep below the bed. In
the courtyard, the two sisters were giving hard time to the only brother
staying on the field.
Suddenly, tires
screeches then foot steps resounded in front of the building, strong
enough to awake in start young Angelo. He slipped an eye out of his
hiding-place, and held back his cries. Later, he would learn that it was
called “instinct of self-preservation”.
Two of the men made
fire. Bullets hit Anna and Fabiolo in the head. Blood soiled the pavement,
while the cries of his mother shattered the silence. One of men caught her
by the hair, and drew her inside. The second man punched his father in
full belly, and obliged him to follow him inside. Another bodyguard caught
Maria, who howled of terror.
Angelo tried
to stop the man who was pushing his sister inside, but two hands gripped
firmly his shoulders, and prevented him to
move.
Angelo rocked behind and felt a cold breath on his neck.
“Lorenzo,
let me! I have to stop them! They’re going to…”
begged Angelo.
He struggled against
the pressure that was keeping on the arms of Lorenzo, but couldn’t free
him.
“I
am so sorry Angelo, but I cannot let you go. Don’t you see it’s an
illusion? Built on your memories,
buried in the depth of your soul, just aiming at destroying you!”
whispered Lorenzo.
“No,
let me go!”
howled Angelo.
“Out
of question!”
Lorenzo was
giving no chance to protest.
Angelo closed
the eyes, and tried to drive out of his mind
the
sounds of detonation. But each of them tore his hears, making his body
shivering with revolt and despair. Cries of his parents and his sister
stopped, and Angelo burst in tears. He knew that they were dead, and
imagined him, young Angelo, who had remained hidden under the bed, and who
had almost stopped breathing. Looking at his mother, whose face was turned
on his side, eyes remaining open, blood running out of his mouth… A
terrible but so fascinating death mask, that the child would look at
during hours and hours, until he
would
decide to escape from his hiding-place. And then, afraid by a strange
noise coming from one of the body, he would flee, his heart full with
fright and hatred. The boy would go to the port, and hide in a warehouse.
It’s where his future Master, the Saint of Cancer, would find him, crying
and already releasing a lugubrious cosmos. Death Mask would be born.
“No,
I don’t want that… I have to stop that…!”
Angelo was
struggling against the arms of Lorenzo to go way, when the scene in front
of them changed again.
They were
now
in the residence of Castiglione. The godfather who had ordered the
assassination of the family of Angelo.
16-year-old Angelo was there, standing in front of the bodyguards of
Castiglione, ready to fight. He was wearing black clothes, and with his
terrible smile on his teenager face, he was more looking like a vampire,
right coming from a novel, rather than a human. He had just come back to
Palermo, right after his dubbing as Gold Saint of Cancer, revenge
torturing his soul.
Angelo closed
the eyes, reminding what had happened then. That evening he had butchered
the Castiglione clan. That evening he had really, fully become “Death
Mask”, killing the small
part of humanity
that was left
in him. Revenge, far from bringing
comfort or release, had plunged in madness and darkness. Until his own
end.
The pressure of
Lorenzo on his shoulders and his chest increased and became almost
painful.
“Easy,
Angelo, easy... The demon is weakening. Everything gonna be alright in few
minutes… Don’t sink in bad memories!”
Another
swirls, and Angelo
found himself in a dark but stylish office. A woman in her forties, with
long black hair, was seated at her desk, typing on her computer. A scene
that could have looked
banal, if a magnum 357 wasn’t set close to the keyboard.
The woman raised her
face, and smiled.
Angelo had the
vague impression that he knew
her.
“So,
finally, you came, my dear brother!”
she exclaimed.
“Your...
brother! ?”
Angelo repeated, incredulous.
“No!
Don’t tell me you don’t recognize me! I am your sister… Maria!”
The woman rose, and
looked at Angelo with rapture. The young man was still prisoner of the
strength of Lorenzo, and had stopped struggling, too surprised by what he
had just heard.
“That’s
impossible!”
“Maria...
Your eldest sister, who you had abandoned in this filthy place without a
look… Without trying to check if she was still alive”
“Maria...
No! I was six years old, I was afraid...”
“Maria....
Who now is at the head of the Castiglione clan,
which
you failed to destroy seventeen years ago... I was as much proud of you as
I hated you that time!”
“No,
It can’t be!”
Angelo murmured, shaking the head.
“Maria,
your sister... Who would like her brother to join the clan!”
she added, offering her
hand to him.
“No!”
Angelo looked at
this white and tapering hand with bulging eyes.
“Listen,
Death Mask! Join me... You know very well that killing people is the only
thing for which you have ever been gifted!”
laughed Maria.
“Not
I am not HIM any more!”
howled Angelo, covering his hears with his hand. But the laugh of his
sister kept echoing in his head.
Angelo released
himself from the arms of Lorenzo and felt on his knees. He hid his face on
his hands, shaking the head, trying to drive out this nightmare from his
mind. He staid in that position seconds or minutes, or maybe an eternity.
He couldn’t say.
“Angelo,
stand up! The illusion is gone now!”
The voice
of Lorenzo... Angelo
raised his face out of his hands,
tears running on his
cheeks.
“Angelo,
you can’t stay here... The illusions will soon start again, and I won’t be
able to protect you indefinitely...”
“You
are my guardian angel, aren’t you?”
asked Angelo, drying his tears.
“Yes,
Angelo, in way, I ‘ve become your guardian angel...”
Eastern Pavilion
Ambre
hadn’t met anybody since her last fight against the three demons, in the
corridor of the first floor. She had been wandering in this maze of
corridors and staircases for at least one hour. It’s what she had counted,
although she was not sure of anything. Which floor was it? The 15th?
She had the feeling to have lost notion of orientation by running like an
insane.
She stopped in front
of a kind of window, and tried to slide the paper palisade, in vain. She
took the shortest sword she had put on her belt, sliced the palisade in
two, and kicked the pane, which felt silently on the roof on the Pavilion.
She sticked her head out of the hole she had created, and felt a hot rain
biting her cheeks. The atmosphere was muggy, and the four building,
shrouded with darkness. Even the noise of the rain dropping on the tiles
had something of unnatural and scaring. Ambre suddenly made out with
horror that the courtyard had been transformed in a kind of swamp: the
Benz was half-dug in the mud, as grabbed by moving sands.
“No!
We’ll never leave this place without the car!”
she almost whined.
She started, feeling
a hand touching lightly her right shoulder. She turned around, and
brandished the sword she had on the hands. But she just froze; her
“attacker” had seized her wrists and had neutralized her, without
aggressiveness or violence.
“Ambre,
calm down, it’s me!”
The voice of
Camus!
Her eyes got
progressively along with the weak light of the corridor, and she
recognized the great
stature and the serious
face of Camus.
“God,
you almost frightened me to death!”
she claimed.
“Ambre,
I am so glad to see you’re ok!”
said Camus, his voice full
with emotion. He didn’t let her time to answer anything, and attracted her
in his arms.
Ambre
didn’t protest or tried to move, too surprised by his behaviour. The
first time she had seen him, she had thought he was really handsome, but
few hours of conversation with him – it's
more correct to say absence of conversation – had just been enough for her
to classify him in a special species: human deprived of feelings, perfect
hybrid between a fridge and an ice cube. However, she was far away from
thinking that now, too much happy to be against his chest and feel his
breathing on her neck. It was a so pleasant embrace, reassuring, making
her almost forget that it was war in this wooden pavilion. But which
reminded her that she was a woman, before being a warrior.
What are
you thinking about! You’re both in danger! It’s not the right time to
flirt! She reprimanded
herself.
She looked up,
and her glance met the eyes of Camus. Two lakes of dormant water blue,
hiding dangerous swirls.
But perhaps this is the true danger...
she thought, falling in a curious numbness, as the pressure on her waist
weakened.
Camus stroke
gently Amber’s chin, then her mouth, and finaly kissed her cheek. Ambre
looked at him, hardly daring to breathe. Camus had a discrete smile. Then
to his hands succeeded his lips. He kissed first Ambre’s nose, then her
cheeks and her lips. His sapphire blue eyes didn’t leave anymore the two
emerald prunels of the young woman.
The free hand of
Camus slipped slowly on her back, following the perfect curve of her
kidneys. He embraced the young woman with even more passion, imprisoning
her closest to his body.
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